Kinesiska
Impossible
Give me a photo of eternity
Show me the invisible
and let me feel love
Make me walk on water
Lift me up to touch the sky
Teach me how to fly
Put an end to my dreams
and make me come back to reality
Time
God in heaven above
could you stop the time so I can forever be in love
everything I need I have now
this is my one selfish request
stop the time when we're alone together
and let it be this way forever
In your embrace
Could you hold me?
hold me for a while
till my eyes are dry
and I cannot cry
in your embrace
I feel safe
Strong
(såhär blev mitt nyklippta hår, syns inte så mycket men det är klippt!)
I'm strong on my own
No matter what you say
I will walk away
I don't need you anymore
just like I said before
on my own
I will walk alone
Fake
Leave me if you can't stay by my side
cause i'm tired of false hope
Don't make promises you can't keep
cause i'm sick of disapointment
And don't make me love you if
you don't love me back
OBS!
Poängen med dikterna/texterna jag skriver är inte att jag mår asdåligt eller något sånt utan jag vill förmedla en känsla, ett budskap alla kan relatera till och ibland även jag själv men inte nödvändigtvis. Så alla vet ^^,
Forever like this?
Why did you haft to leave?
Why did you haft to go?
All those times we spent together
knowing it will never be forever
The sound of my heart
Has now been broken apart
The melody that sets me free
It´s now killing me ..
Do you ever think of me?
Do you ever want to see ,
see if this is how it´s meant to be..
Cant keep lying
I wish you would understand
why are these words so hard to say
I think about you every day
what do you feel for me
or is this how you want it to be?
when will the truth be told
or will I forever hold
cause I cant keep lying
no I cant keep lying
when I aint even trying
but I cant deal with the pain
if you dont feel the same
So you have to tell me
or this is how it will be
cause I cant keep lying
no I cant keep lying
when I aint even trying
(Har spenderat min kväll med att rita lite, var väldigt länge sen jag ritade på datorn så har blivit lite halvdålig. Ska sitta och rita så ofta jag kan hädan efter!)
Beside you
Feelings that tears me apart,
fights I never wanted and
loneliness for you who might survive
never loved and never noticed
you wont ever remember
the one who isn't the best contender
This world wasn't meant for me
so I decide
leaving without you ever knew
I was the one beside you
Sad girl
I'm this sad lonely girl
in this cold empty world
It's a sad sad thing
That's been happening
Nobody I could tell
but this is how I fell
Right through the door
and down on the floor
Screaming in pain
blood runing from my vein
I'm not a sad lonely girl
not in this cold empty world
Waiting
I've never felt love in this way
longing for your presence
beeing beside you every day
waiting for you to notice
looking into your eyes
now you must have realized
what you ment to me and
how it should be
How I'm going to tell you
I'm still waiting.
Sjuk =(
Denna vecka såg mitt jobbschema ut såhär :
tisdag 17- 21
onsdag 17- 22
lördag 11- 17
söndag 17- 21
Så det var väl helt okej dom två första dagarna lite små hostig bara, sen i onsdags skulle jag vactinera mig mot livmodershals cancer, det var väl helt okey. Kändes lite men inte så jag tänkte nå speciellt mer på det. När jag vaknar på torsdagen har jag feber, tappat rösten och hostar som aldrig förr.. misstänker att det är sprutans fel. Men vägrar ge mig, jag skulle till skolan för jag hade bara en lektion kl 14 och det va sista japanska lektionen så ville verkligen inte missa den. Vi skulle göra sushi och det blev min första måltid sen dagen innan då jag åt på jobbet runt 16 tiden. Har ingen aptit när jag är sjuk så har väl ätit ett mål om dagen för att annars kommer jag aldrig bli frisk. Nyss åt jag min första måltid sens sushin, åt kinesisk gröt, för er som inte förstår är det som överkokt ris och riktigt sjukmans mat, äter alltid det när man är sjuk, helt smaklöst och går lätt ner i magen och man blir mätt på bara några tuggor. Så idag stannade jag hemma från skolan och sov, ska nog knäppa på en film snart och somna till den tror jag. Ska försöka allt så jag blir frisk till imorgon så jag kan jobba. Har även skrivit en ny dikt
There is a place..
No one have ever seen,
no one have ever touched
and no have ever heard of.
This place is mine and I call it
my heart..
There is a world..
that is blind,
that is numb
and that is deaf.
That isn't a world where
I belong..
There is a moment..
a moment when I'm visible,
a moment when I'm touched
and a moment when I'm heard
That moment is when I'm
with you..
enjoy =)
Insanity
Enjoy :)
Walking by
Walking by
All those signs were misstakes
Was it you that gave me the wrong signals
or did I misjudge your feelings?
We kept on walking our roads
but against different goals
Nothing now
compared to then
makes me feel
the same again
You made my life a misery
I saw you right infront of me
You walked and let me be
but you stole my heart and continued to flee
Enjoy, inte klar än dock.
A Lonely tear
A lonely tear falls down
A smile turns to frown
Trickles down the cheek
Does not make you weak
A lonely tear escapes
A lifetime of mistakes
A sad and lonely heart
Others broke apart
A lonely tear is dried
So many nights it cried
A friend reached out their hand
And tried to understand
The lonely tear is gone
Life will carry on
With love from a friend
The lonely tears will end
Enjoy :)
IT
This hope I woke up with
always searching for IT
Something I thought I had found
but IT was never around
Fredag :)
Idag fick vi tårta i skolan
Idag slog jag upp hälen i skolan
Idag var det as slappt och skönt på lektionen
Idag ska jag till Milla i hagaström på fest
Idag ska jag hinna ner på stan
Idag har jag fått skäll utav mamma
Idag kommer det bli en bra dag!
ny dikt med, lite slarvig dock
520
That's what I want to hear you say,
now and every day
From the begining
these words been shimmering
You thought it was lame
nothing more than and a silly game
Cause it was nothing but fake
and now it's already to late..
enjoy :)
Rejection ka?
Rejection
The expression in your eyes said more than words would do.
The warmth from your hand on my cheek is disappearing
As the wind blows by the smell of you flies with it..
The last time you held me I still remember
A vague voice from your chest said too let go
Tears are dripping down my fragile face
and my body is shivering cold.
En dikt jag skrev igår, enjoy :)
Innocent & sweet
Like the red on your lips
You make my heart skip
Like the smile on your face
You make my heart race
This feeling is innocent & sweet
so gentle and complete
The letters on my hand is
now becoming real
Is this how it's meant to feel
This feeling is innocent & sweet
so cherish and valued treat
När man inte har mycket för dig på lektionerna så
kommer man på sånna hära smöriga dikter ^^
Enjoy! :)
So all you will left behind is?
You are nothing more then an empty shell for me
The way you said everything would be fine
The way you said we are gonna be free
The way you said we'll make it through time
So I say goodbye and when the times come
You will burn with the pieces of my memory
until my mind is empty
All was a lie and it's too late too realise it now
Nothing but words against the floor
Even if get down on your knees and bow
All I will say is no and nothing more
Gaaaah >__<
jag väntar på att resten utav familjen ska vakna
och då får jag skriv ryck, jag är inte depp!
Faktiskt så är jag as glad för vädret är så jävla najs
idag, sol och blå himmel! Har suttit och inhalerat luft i mitt
rum dom senaste timmarna nu, ska snart gå och tvätta
kläder, yeay ..
